"decide and the only to break...."

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don't want to start and end with nothing
don't want to make rules and break them
don't want to decide to break decision
coz one who decide the only one who break it...

get fight with family
decide to stop eating
my anger in my head but my stomach paining
so decide to break fasting
'भूक हडताल तुट गाई...'

fight with friend decide to stop talking
happen apposit friend in me in need and i can't see
decide to forget attitude and wanish fight
'मौन तुट गया...'

having crush no issue but not fullfilling self
guts to see crush going with someone
no issue decide to not fall again

asusal fall again
decide not to love this one
asusal crush gets in love
decide to call love but got lable of 'just friends'

decided now this time cross heart
not open heart to anyone
don't show guts to accept real
coz if this time heart get hurts it will...

stop working will go in coma...
but heart not in hand it follow anyone who care for it...
'दिल तो बच्छा है जी...'

-- vArshA nAik